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Parts
of the Self:
We as humans hold an odd, yet useful distinction within
the world of mortal creatures. We possess three subtle
selves that vibrate harmonically with the primary Gishur
(patterns) of the Melam (divine light). The lower self
that vibrates in time with the living or mortal world; the
middle self that vibrates to the elemental realm; and the
higher self that vibrates with the eternal realm.
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Middle-Self:
The lowerself takes in information through the five senses. The information is translated and sent to the conscious sense of awareness, the sense of "I". The middle self is our mental interface with the world around us. The lowerself takes it's basic level of Zi and transmutes it to the level of life force used by the sense of 'I' (the Zini). This middle Zi is the Zi that is used in waking daily communication with the world around us. It is the carrier of thought and emotion to others. The sense of 'I' is composed of the left brain logical functions and the right brain intuitive functions; the middle self is centered in the head from a perceptional standpoint and is the center of the short-term memory. The lines of communication that are used to send perceptual information from the five senses also allow the sending of images and intuitive sensations from the subconscious to the left and right brain. The middle self takes in and processes ideas via a system of polar opposition. When, for instance, the concept of height is encountered, the middle self seeks within its net of experience to find a polar opposite (in this case depth). The opposing pole that is encountered causes a more thorough understanding of the concept taken in. The middle self uses the opposing pole to make a comparative measurment of the phenomenon that is perceived. The reconciliation of polar opposites brings knowledge, and it is the Zini that is used to reconcile opposites. The zini is released to the middle self via thought, emotion, and communication at a middle self level such as speech or sign language. The bipolar perspective of the middle self causes a very subtle level of dissonance when we attempt to focus on a given task. We can take the task of trying to hold a single thought in the mind's eye. Initially the attempt to hold a single thought will in and of itself generate a thought of holding the single thought. This in turn will generate the polar opposite of failure to hold only the initial thought and that thought actually interfere with the process. The saving grace for the adept is, "that the lower self has a single point perspective that can be utilized to create a one pointed drive towards a given task." Thus communication between the lower and middle selves facilitates the ability to turn a task over to the lowerself for completion--because the middleself is the root point of initiation for the Gishur, while the lowerself is the completer of the Gishur. While the middle self can
communicate to the lowerself, it cannot communicate to
the higherself without difficulty. This is due to the
tremendous effects of the higher self's level of Zi on
the middle self. When the higher self sends a dose of
Zimelam to the middle self, the middle self's faculties
become impaired and subdued, and the lowerself and
middleself in conjunction enter a state of rapture, a
fit of spiritual ecstasy accompanied by physical
sensations of an overwhelming nature. This state of
gnosis (complete knowledge) with the higher self must be
met slowly in a step by step fashion till one can attain
this state safely. The primary method used by the adept
to gain this knowledge of the guardian self is to learn
increasingly potent forms of awareness that acclimate
the middle self to the highest forms of inner
communication.
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